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- January 1st, 2012
If everyone gave me a second chance, I'd show them how good a person I am. I get mad when people try to help. Everyone thinks I need help, they always try to help me. I can take care of myself... If I need help or don't understand , then I will ask for help. But I try do do something and everyone says
"Here, let me help you," or " I'll do it for you"
Im not special... I'm not retarded, it annoys me when people assume I need help. If I were as they say about themselves ''normal'' then would they go away and only help me when I ask for it?
I have ADD , so what? It makes me upset when I am focusing and people interrupt me, it makes me wanna scream at the top of my lungs. And NO, I don't have brain damage... I just may be dumb. Or at least that's what everyone else thinks of me. The last time I was left in peace was when I was building a wood sculpture... I was fine. Then the jerk broke it up after I worked on it for three months.
Now everyone assumes I need help. Either that or I'm dumb. If they only knew the story of my past, they'd stop calling me an idiot. But they will still call me an idiot.
Sometimes I may get confused and spell wrong or get left and right mixed up, or I may say something that makes no sense...
Just because I'm different doesn't mean I don't have feelings, but I do... And they have been crushed all my life..
I won't ask for your help unless I need it!
I stand up to only be tripped again...~ Sammy...