I Have Been Blinked By Angels

My Sweet Angels


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Sweet nebraska has been a drag! Glad to be home!

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Y'know, there is a saying that says " reach for the moon, even if you miss, you'll land among the stars" … it's cool... I guess

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So, a new year, a new start... I will update more, also writer some random stuff. I'm learning piano , so I might post a ''tutorial" on how to play , or maybe I'll massage you the notes.

First things first: I will continue my fics in the other communities I'm in. I've just been busy and what not. Y'know it's the holidays and all, I'm still here and I'll make more posts when I have time...

Next: okay, so, I don't have as much time on my hand as I used to. Which means fewer posts and later replies to messages and comments... I will eventually get back to you but not as quick

Last: I have a new idea for a story and I'm thinking of posting it in a slash community. And I'm into Coldplay slash, it's awesome! But there aren't any active communities. The most active ones I've been to are the Blink-slash182 community and the ComingClean community... Meh... Oh well , happy new years to all

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I have piano tabs for blink 182 and also two mcr songs

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Those punks... They call me emo! I have a life. Since when have I ever sat around cutting myself?... Anyways, you guys just fuck off, I'm not emo.

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If everyone gave me a second chance, I'd show them how good a person I am. I get mad when people try to help. Everyone thinks I need help, they always try to help me. I can take care of myself... If I need help or don't understand , then I will ask for help. But I try do do something and everyone says

"Here, let me help you," or " I'll do it for you" 

Im not special... I'm not retarded, it annoys me when people assume I need help. If I were as they say about themselves ''normal'' then would they go away and only help me when I ask for it? 

I have ADD , so what? It makes me upset when I am focusing and people interrupt me, it makes me wanna scream at the top of my lungs. And NO, I don't have brain damage... I just may be dumb. Or at least that's what everyone else thinks of me. The last time I was left in peace was when I was building a wood sculpture... I was fine. Then the jerk broke it up after I worked on it for three months.

Now everyone assumes I need help. Either that or I'm dumb. If they only knew the story of my past, they'd stop calling me an idiot. But they will still call me an idiot. 

Sometimes I may get confused and spell wrong or get left and right mixed up, or I may say something that makes no sense...

Just because I'm different doesn't mean I don't have feelings, but I do... And they have been crushed all my life..

I won't ask for your help unless I need it!

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 I stand up to only be tripped again...~ Sammy... 

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I swear I must be drowning … as I sink into the deep water , I see a deep shadow appear above me. Then out of the corner of my eye, I saw a glowing figure. I look and see my love. He smiles at me.

"Go to shore, my love, dearly beloved, I was waiting," he said. I was pulled from the water. 

"Keep your head above water!" 

I struggled to swim but my lungs were smothered by water. I was finally pulled on shore. I felt lightheaded and dizzy. 

" Matthew! Wake up , please don't go!" I was never happier to hear his voice.

"Take care of my crew, don't let the pack be a threat," I said.

"Save your breath! I can help you !" he said.

" She wont make it," said another booming voice.

"my love? You ready ?" said my love to me.

I nodded . I could hear him whisper to me ' it's time to leave, you'll never be lonely again' 

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Hello people!

A quick poem
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I sit alone in the corner of my room. My room is all I know . This is where you left me, this is where I stayed. I'm still waiting for you, I know you'll never come. I still tell myself that I will be safe... If you only knew how I felt
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There are some days when I just wanna die… well, I don't know, sometimes its like... Well, it's hard to explain because when someone says something it runst trough MY mind differently.
No one will ever understand  what it's like to be like me. They always say " Just believe in yourself and you can acomplish anything " well I can't beLIEve in everything , it's all a lie. Lies... All of it. And I'm the only one who sees through it. Everyone takes in what they hear as if it's the truth. They'll never understand. Why do I have to be different? I never did anything but no one will ever think positive of me. What's wrong with being different. There is no such thing as normal... What is normal to me could be weird to you. But of course they will judge me. It's like the jocks who steal money, they do it all the time. I've never stolen anything, yet they say I'm a theif ... If I wasn't different, would they still treat me like this? I say the stupidest things and do retarded stuff but it only cause everyone just hates on me instead of trying to help me. I think I've only had 2 friends who understand . I'm glad they aren't backstabbers.  But who knows? Oh well. Until then I guess this is goodbye.……….............
Goodbye ~ Sammy
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